addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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my ear hurts like mad
another bad run this morning
there is so much more to study
i feel giddy and icky and tired
my asthma is back and i can't tell if it's self-induced so i don't know if i'll end up unconscious again if i push through the pain (might not be a bad thing)
i am really (x10000) sick of xctry training and my performance is disgustingly disgracefully lousy
things that i should be happy about:
i will be free from training in a matter of weeks!
blocks will be over soon
i have a wonderful family
ok my asthma is annoying me and i feel like i can't breathe properly again. i really don't recognise myself anymore.